I couldn't let the day go by without pausing to reflect on how blessed I am. 1 year ago today I experienced a loss I never could have imagined I would have to go through. I would be lying if I said it had been an easy journey. It has been a very long year! with ups and downs and a lot of downs. Questions that still need to be resolved and missing a tiny tike I never knew. I think how interesting it is that I went to a Doctor last year and he didn't even bother to attempt to find out what was going on with me. A whole year later I feel like I'm starting to get some answers. I went back to my own doctor who did extensive tests on my blood and found my thyroid problem. I never knew that low thyroid could cause a mis-carriage. I also didn't know how many areas of the body it affects.
So today, I'm grateful for a little boy who chose me to be his mom, who chose to watch over my family from heaven, It's a wonderful blessing to know that I have a beautiful angel watching out for me.
I have been really thinking a lot about how much more important it is that I keep the faith that I have, that I live my life to make that amazing person proud of me, I want to qualify to be where he is, so that when all is said and done, maybe he can say he's glad he chose me to be his mom.
To my beautiful son Helaman: Thank you for coming into my life!
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